babble, bicycle, body talk, food, mental health, story of my life

In Which My Life Is On Pause

It's been just over two weeks since Zero died, but it feels like a lifetime. I didn't realise that grief did this to you; I didn't realise that it made you feel like you were walking through a fog, like your feet are sticking in quicksand, and you're getting sucked down a little more with… Continue reading In Which My Life Is On Pause

babble, body talk, mental health, story of my life, swimming, Zero Excuses

In Which I Haven’t Gone Off The Deep End

My friend Zero and I on a Chocobo in Final Fantasy XIV: A Realm Reborn. I honestly thought his death would push me off the wagon, into the deep end, under the bus; whichever the correct metaphor is. I've never had to deal with grief like this before. I've never had a friend die. The… Continue reading In Which I Haven’t Gone Off The Deep End