babble, body talk, mental health, sciatica, story of my life

In Which I’m Really Worried About My Weight

April 2010 – 408lbs I weighed myself this morning. The scales said 399.8lbs. My heart said: "You knew it before you stepped on the scales." I've been getting winded just by walking up the stairs in the house. There are thirteen stairs in our house. I've been getting really, really worried about things like walking… Continue reading In Which I’m Really Worried About My Weight

babble, food, holiday, mental health, story of my life

In Which Tracy Has Itchy Feet

Photo from Death To The Stock Photo I have itchy feet. The title may have told you that much. My last holiday was in 2009, when I went to Florida to visit my BFF Cola. Right before we moved home. I haven't left Scotland since, and I feel like I'm going mad, being stuck here.… Continue reading In Which Tracy Has Itchy Feet

mental health, story of my life

In Which Tracy’s Taking A Break

All right. Y'all may have guessed that I haven't been doing so well lately, what with frequently late weigh-ins and the like. You'd have guessed right. I don't know where my brain is, but it isn't in a happy place. It's just very... blah right now. I'm not getting pleasure from anything I'm doing. I'm… Continue reading In Which Tracy’s Taking A Break

babble, me and my medications, mental health, propoints, story of my life, weigh-in, weight loss

Weekly Weigh-In: November 18, 2014

-1lb 388lbs +4lbs since October 28, 2014 Well, first off I've got to apologise: I honestly thought I'd posted the weigh-in on Tuesday night. Then I realised that no. I spent Tuesday night staring at a Word document and a piece of crochet, and a pattern, and... It was a 3am bedtime, and I forgot… Continue reading Weekly Weigh-In: November 18, 2014

babble, Cauda Equina, me and my medications, mental health, propoints, story of my life

In Which Tracy’s Medication Changes

Seriously, I am not stupid enough to chew on a medication that doesn't come in gummy form It's been a while since I've spoken about Dr. David, mostly because it's actually been a while since I last went to see him. This is possibly the longest time in between visits with my GP since we… Continue reading In Which Tracy’s Medication Changes