babble, food, mental health, photos, story of my life

In Which Tracy Also Has A Mad Fat Diary: Part Two

"Whatever it is that compels me to write a diary is the same thing that inspires me to write and create characters and draw and sing and dance: the inability to express myself verbally or orally. (May 24, 2003)" Warning: THIS IS A SERIOUSLY IMAGE-HEAVY POST. But pretty interesting, too. I don't know how many… Continue reading In Which Tracy Also Has A Mad Fat Diary: Part Two

babble, food, mental health, photos, story of my life

In Which Tracy Also Has A Mad Fat Diary: Part One

"Whatever it is that compels me to write a diary is the same thing that inspires me to write and create characters and draw and sing and dance: the inability to express myself verbally or orally. (May 24, 2003)" Warning: THIS IS A SERIOUSLY IMAGE-HEAVY POST. But pretty interesting, too. I don't know how many… Continue reading In Which Tracy Also Has A Mad Fat Diary: Part One

AVX Diet, babble, mental health, weigh-in, weight gain

Weigh-in #33: August 13, 2013

+2.4lbs -14.6lbs since Jan 1 2013 372.3lbs   This is entirely my fault, and I'm admitting to it. I had a fucking terrible weekend when my brain went completely mental and I ended up eating everything in sight, including an entire Battenberg cake that I got for cheap in Sainsbury's. I ate it in one… Continue reading Weigh-in #33: August 13, 2013

cravings, food, phase one, south beach

In Which Fatso Comes To A Conclusion

Okay. After that weight gain, which was NOT a blip on the scale - I'm actually above 360 most evenings after eating my food for the day - it's painfully obvious that what I'm doing with my day-to-day eating just isn't working. What I've mostly been doing has been this: I've been buying roast joints… Continue reading In Which Fatso Comes To A Conclusion

food, weigh-in, weight gain

Weekly Weigh-in #29: July 15, 2012

+2lbs 24st 8lbs(344lbs/156.04kg) (-3lbs/1.36kg) And I'm back up to 344lbs again. Excuse me while I facepalm. I have no excuse for the weight gain this week. I simply overate. I was going to say "I didn't even eat too many snacks!", but then, my idea and definition of "too many snacks,"probably vastly differs from a… Continue reading Weekly Weigh-in #29: July 15, 2012