My Aunty Helen (left) with my big sister, Linda, on Linda's wedding day, 2014
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In Which I’m Grieving The Loss Of A Family Member

This is not the greatest start to 2018. Not by a long shot. Please bear in mind that I'm still grieving my cat, Twig. I was getting ready to go back to college this morning. Had an appointment at physiotherapy to see what they could do to help my knees (stretches and exercises to strengthen… Continue reading In Which I’m Grieving The Loss Of A Family Member

babble, bicycle, body talk, food, mental health, story of my life

In Which My Life Is On Pause

It's been just over two weeks since Zero died, but it feels like a lifetime. I didn't realise that grief did this to you; I didn't realise that it made you feel like you were walking through a fog, like your feet are sticking in quicksand, and you're getting sucked down a little more with… Continue reading In Which My Life Is On Pause

AVX Diet, babble, mental health, weigh-in, weight gain

Weigh-in #33: August 13, 2013

+2.4lbs -14.6lbs since Jan 1 2013 372.3lbs   This is entirely my fault, and I'm admitting to it. I had a fucking terrible weekend when my brain went completely mental and I ended up eating everything in sight, including an entire Battenberg cake that I got for cheap in Sainsbury's. I ate it in one… Continue reading Weigh-in #33: August 13, 2013

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STICKY POST: In Which Fatso Talks About Her Eating Disorders

I've been thinking about doing a post on my eating disorders - plural - for a while, but. It's a hard subject to write about. So much of what I can say could be taken negatively. I'm not sure if I could write it down properly. But then COR Retreat, A Food Recovery Program, sent… Continue reading STICKY POST: In Which Fatso Talks About Her Eating Disorders