I know that one single day in a month isn't going to undo all of my hard work, and I guess that's the important thing: I know that it'll take me falling off the wagon entirely for me to start gaining the weight back instead of losing it.
Category: story of my life
Weekly Weigh-In: April 22, 2019
I am probably literally eating myself to death. A few years ago, I'd have been fine with that, to be honest, after Zero died. But I've finally hit a point where I actually care about what happens to me. I care that I'd in pain all the time. I care that I feel like crap when I eat the wrong types of food. I have my back pain, my migraines, I have bowel issues, I have a mutant leg which is worse than it ever was, and my foot's so swollen that I can't get it into my trainers on some days.
October Sucks
actually weighed myself yesterday morning so that I've got a start weight for a week of meal replacement products from Exante that I've to review, and it was... well. Not at, but close enough to, my highest-ever weight of 449lbs, that I'm now just sort of staring at the screenshot above and going, "It's been seven years? It's ONLY been seven years, and I managed to regain almost 100lbs - as well as losing some/regaining some/losing some/regaining some etc ad nauseum?!"
I’ve Finally Recovered From Spinfit
As you may have read, I went back to Spinfit on Friday. I've only today recovered from the 30-minute workout. See, I was going to go to the gym after finishing class, but honestly? I came out of the room, sat down on the stairs, and I thought I was going to die. Therefore I… Continue reading I’ve Finally Recovered From Spinfit
In Which I Drag Mum Back To Weight Watchers
I've been back at Weight Watchers since September now, and I've been up and down so much you'd think I was on a rollercoaster, or someone was playing me like a yo-yo. Nope. I joined with best intentions, but between having to have my cat put to sleep last year, and my Aunt dying at… Continue reading In Which I Drag Mum Back To Weight Watchers