Day four, and no cravings today. I had a moment of absolute hell when Mum said, "OH LOOK THERE ARE SOME GRAPES IN THE FRIDGE THAT HAVE TO BE EATEN TODAY. TRACY DO YOU..." and then she looked at me and said "OH BUT YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED, ARE YOU." I shook my head all… Continue reading Phase One, Day Four, The Redux
Being at home is harder than being at work, especially when there's little to no food in the house. I'm rather amused at that idea; the place is almost always well-stocked, but noooo. I either don't want or can't have most of the stuff we have in the house. I have a lovely piece of… Continue reading Phase One, Day Three, The Redux
Day two: Still no cravings, other than for fruit. I want fruit so badly right now it's actually tangible. We have a tray of dates in the fridge and bananas in the living room and just. I was offered a tangerine in work and I had to turn it down! 🙁 I never want fruit,… Continue reading Phase One, Day Two, The Redux
Today was easier than I thought it would be. I dived head-first into Phase One, starting with scrambled eggs and low-fat cheese for my breakfast. I'm still not quite sure how to have veggies in the morning. They upset my stomach during the day on my best days, how does one incorporate them into breakfast?… Continue reading Phase One, Day One, The Redux
I think that's quite enough time, now. Withdrawal is completely gone, for which I'm utterly thankful; it was, quite simply, hell. I've also gained so much weight since January, it's not. funny. I'm fast approaching the 400lbs mark again, which is something I promised myself I'd never have happen again. I'm tempted to go back… Continue reading Withdrawal Over; Start Over Again. Again.