exercise, mental health, photos, story of my life, walking

In Which I Finally Meet My Friend James

On Tuesday, I had a good week at Weight Watchers, but that wasn't the best thing about the day. The best thing about the day was meeting a man I've known since 2001, for the first time. Apparently, he'd had this trip planned for a year, and not let on a jot, the asshole. :)… Continue reading In Which I Finally Meet My Friend James

babble, bicycle, body talk, food, mental health, story of my life

In Which My Life Is On Pause

It's been just over two weeks since Zero died, but it feels like a lifetime. I didn't realise that grief did this to you; I didn't realise that it made you feel like you were walking through a fog, like your feet are sticking in quicksand, and you're getting sucked down a little more with… Continue reading In Which My Life Is On Pause

babble, body talk, mental health, story of my life, swimming, Zero Excuses

In Which I Haven’t Gone Off The Deep End

My friend Zero and I on a Chocobo in Final Fantasy XIV: A Realm Reborn. I honestly thought his death would push me off the wagon, into the deep end, under the bus; whichever the correct metaphor is. I've never had to deal with grief like this before. I've never had a friend die. The… Continue reading In Which I Haven’t Gone Off The Deep End

mental health, story of my life

In Which I Have Good News And Bad News

I have some good news and bad news for y'all. The good news is that my recent hospitalisation wasn't a heart attack, and that's an absolute definite now. I got the above letter in the mail today (along with an annoying two calls yesterday from my doctor's office) telling me about said letter. So nothing… Continue reading In Which I Have Good News And Bad News