So, y'all might have noticed that I've been missing for a while? Considering that my last actual post was in April, I'd be surprised if you hadn't noticed. I apologise about not explaining why I've been MIA since then, and why I'll be MIA for... maybe a while? Hopefully not too much longer. I've mentioned… Continue reading Explanation/Apology/Continued Absence
Category: mental health
In Which I Finally Meet My Friend James
On Tuesday, I had a good week at Weight Watchers, but that wasn't the best thing about the day. The best thing about the day was meeting a man I've known since 2001, for the first time. Apparently, he'd had this trip planned for a year, and not let on a jot, the asshole. :)… Continue reading In Which I Finally Meet My Friend James
In Which My Life Is On Pause
It's been just over two weeks since Zero died, but it feels like a lifetime. I didn't realise that grief did this to you; I didn't realise that it made you feel like you were walking through a fog, like your feet are sticking in quicksand, and you're getting sucked down a little more with… Continue reading In Which My Life Is On Pause
In Which I Haven’t Gone Off The Deep End
My friend Zero and I on a Chocobo in Final Fantasy XIV: A Realm Reborn. I honestly thought his death would push me off the wagon, into the deep end, under the bus; whichever the correct metaphor is. I've never had to deal with grief like this before. I've never had a friend die. The… Continue reading In Which I Haven’t Gone Off The Deep End
In Which I Have Good News And Bad News
I have some good news and bad news for y'all. The good news is that my recent hospitalisation wasn't a heart attack, and that's an absolute definite now. I got the above letter in the mail today (along with an annoying two calls yesterday from my doctor's office) telling me about said letter. So nothing… Continue reading In Which I Have Good News And Bad News