babble, bicycle, body talk, food, mental health, story of my life

In Which My Life Is On Pause

It's been just over two weeks since Zero died, but it feels like a lifetime. I didn't realise that grief did this to you; I didn't realise that it made you feel like you were walking through a fog, like your feet are sticking in quicksand, and you're getting sucked down a little more with… Continue reading In Which My Life Is On Pause

babble, body talk, mental health, story of my life, swimming, Zero Excuses

In Which I Haven’t Gone Off The Deep End

My friend Zero and I on a Chocobo in Final Fantasy XIV: A Realm Reborn. I honestly thought his death would push me off the wagon, into the deep end, under the bus; whichever the correct metaphor is. I've never had to deal with grief like this before. I've never had a friend die. The… Continue reading In Which I Haven’t Gone Off The Deep End

babble, body talk, clothes, fatshion, story of my life

#WeAreTheThey – In Which I’m Really, Really Annoyed With Jamelia’s Comments On Loose Women

There are plenty of you who won't know what Loose Women is - and trust me, I wish I could keep it that way.  But with comments made recently by one of the panelists, singer-songwriter Jamelia, on the UK's afternoon women-with-opinions gossip show with regards to the "normalisation of obesity by high-street stores" I sort… Continue reading #WeAreTheThey – In Which I’m Really, Really Annoyed With Jamelia’s Comments On Loose Women

400s, body talk, story of my life, weigh-in

Monthly Measurements: April 2015

Neck: 16″ Upper arm R: 20″ Upper arm L: 20″ Wrist R: 7.25″ Wrist L: 7.25″ Bust: 59 (-3”) Bra band: 52” (-3”) Waist: 58.5” (-7.5”) Hips: 72″ (1”) Upper thigh R: 34.5″ (-0.5”) Upper thigh L: 34.5″ Calf R: 20.5 (+0.5)″ Calf L: 21.5″ Ankle R: 10.5″ (-0.75”) Ankle L: 12.5″ This is one… Continue reading Monthly Measurements: April 2015

400s, body talk, inspiration, photos, story of my life, weigh-in, weight gain

In Which I Timehop

Apologies in advance to anyone who has Podophobia. This post contains a photo of my feet during a weigh-in! I don't know about you, but I rue the day I installed the Timehop app. It's not exactly like I have a whole lot of my life public, other than the stuff pertaining to FATGIRLslim, but… Continue reading In Which I Timehop