Okay. After that weight gain, which was NOT a blip on the scale – I’m actually above 360 most evenings after eating my food for the day – it’s painfully obvious that what I’m doing with my day-to-day eating just isn’t working. What I’ve mostly been doing has been this: I’ve been buying roast joints [...]

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+2lbs 24st 8lbs(344lbs/156.04kg) (-3lbs/1.36kg) And I’m back up to 344lbs again. Excuse me while I facepalm. I have no excuse for the weight gain this week. I simply overate. I was going to say “I didn’t even eat too many snacks!“, but then, my idea and definition of “too many snacks,”probably vastly differs from a [...]

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+2lbs 24st 6lbs(342lbs/155.13kg) (-5lbs/2.23kg) I had some junk this week. Two packs of Super Mix Jellies, a bag of Doritos and a tub of Ben & Jerry’s ice cream. I also bought a jar of hunny last week when I was shopping for my groceries. I meant for it to be an every-so-often treat, on [...]

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I’ve been thinking about doing a post on my eating disorders – plural – for a while, but. It’s a hard subject to write about. So much of what I can say could be taken negatively. I’m not sure if I could write it down properly. But then COR Retreat, A Food Recovery Program, sent [...]

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