July 14th, 2012 by Tracy Webster
So, after the whole thing with the newspaper articles, I was excited to hear that a national magazine wanted to run my story. A little different to what the newspapers had run, though – they wanted to focus on my food addiction and binge eating; the things that had made me fat, instead of my [...]
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June 3rd, 2012 by Tracy Webster
+2lbs 24st 6lbs(342lbs/155.13kg) (-5lbs/2.23kg) I had some junk this week. Two packs of Super Mix Jellies, a bag of Doritos and a tub of Ben & Jerry’s ice cream. I also bought a jar of hunny last week when I was shopping for my groceries. I meant for it to be an every-so-often treat, on [...]
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May 19th, 2012 by Tracy Webster
I’ve been thinking about doing a post on my eating disorders – plural – for a while, but. It’s a hard subject to write about. So much of what I can say could be taken negatively. I’m not sure if I could write it down properly. But then COR Retreat, A Food Recovery Program, sent [...]
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November 26th, 2011 by Tracy Webster
When I went to Asda on Wednesday night to pick up some Corn On The Cob and Sweet Potatoes, I noticed that Asda had their huge tins of Roses, Quality Street and Heroes for sale for £5 again. I figured, I had the money; I’d buy a tin for Christmas, for my elder sister and [...]
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August 18th, 2011 by Tracy Webster
This is how I feel right now: I’m not sure how to explain it, but it’s like my brain just wants a normal week this week. I’m sick of dieting. I’m sick of counting calories. So I’m taking a week out. I’m not counting calories this week. I’m eating whatever-the-hell I want to eat. I’m [...]
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August 1st, 2011 by Tracy Webster
25st 6lbs(356lbs/161.48kg) +2lbs -26lb (-11.79kg) 212lbs (96.16kg) to go I was thinking of lying, and saying that I’d stayed the same this week. That’s easier than saying I’d gained 2lbs, but… A lie’s a lie. What’s the point in that? That’s lying to me, and lying to you. So I gained 2lbs this week. That’s [...]
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April 25th, 2011 by Tracy Webster
Image by ppreacher | by NCND 2.0 CC 26st 12lb +1lbs -6lb (-2.72kg) 232lbs (105.23kg) to go I’ve got two reasons for that: 1) I weighed in after lunch, which I don’t usually do. I usually weigh in when I first wake up, naked, after I’ve peed and before I’ve eaten anything. It probably doesn’t [...]
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October 11th, 2010 by Tracy Webster
… and admits: I’m going to have gained a lot of weight this week. I’m thinking minimum 4lbs. I’m not even over-exaggerating about this. I will probably hit the 400lb-mark again this week, because this week has been awful. Admittedly, it was that one bad day and then another few things I shouldn’t have had [...]
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October 7th, 2010 by Tracy Webster
Image by ppreacher | by NCND 2.0 CC 28st 5lbs +1lbs -16lb (7.26kg) – 252lbs (114.30kg) to go Yes, I’m updating a little later than usual. Tuesday night, I just didn’t really feel like it – I felt like poo – and then yesterday, I just had a bit of a meltdown, if I’m honest. [...]
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May 11th, 2010 by Tracy Webster
28st 11lbs(403lbs/182.80kg) ±0lbs -10lb (-4.54kg) 258lbs (117.02kg) to go Yup, same old bat-time, same old crazy bat-lady, same crazy fat bat weight. I don’t know what happened this week, except for the lack of exercise. I know I had two bad nights – one night we had Indian take-away, but I ate less than HALF [...]
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